Becca's Progress

Thursday, June 30, 2016

Lets get real

Funny thing, I put this title in and didn't write anything, now I don't know what I meant by that. Oh well.
Lets get real though, fo realz.
This sucks.
The ultrasounds (who wants an ultrasound wand shoved up against their cervix, and are then told to relax ?!?!), the blood draws where they can't find a "good" vein, the waiting, the hoping, the not hoping too much so you don't get depressed, getting depressed anyways, beating myself up because I haven't lost the weight and if I lost the weight I would be pregnant already, the finding out people are pregnant by "accident", and my list goes on and on.
This just sucks.